FREEZE!

i'm supposed to sleep early tonight. too bad i'm not the least bit tired. sooo i went the quad game today vs jeff. JEFF GIRLS GOT SWEPT. boys.. not so much. anyways, thanks to those 5 people who helped me parallel park in under 5 minutes today. i have a tournament in san jose tomorrow. president's day tournament is ALWAYS my favorite. woohoo. okay tell me why whenever i decide to blog about something that's bothering me, i somehow forget what to say when i do try and write it out. www.fmylife.com

since i forgot what i was gonna say, good night.

hello old friend

hello old friend
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it's "okay"

you know when your life is... "okay" nothing TOO wrong with it. and nothing wonderful about it either. everything is mediocre and you could really care less. and thats what makes it worse for me. knowing that there is nothing exciting in my life. i'm serious, there's nothing for me to look forward to except for practice and tournaments. everyday i've been going home right after school then i take a nap or catch up on law and order svu shows or NCIS, or i go home, get ready, leave by 4:30 to hopefully get to berkeley by 6:00 then a 15 minute walk to the gym after practice is all done at 9:15ish i head back to daly city hoping to get home before 10:30 then watch tv till around 11:30 then sleep. everything is so routine. each and every day. what happened to that little extra spice i had last year?

..down the drain i suppose.

uh

I HATE BLOGGING. but since zalo updated his little blogspot, i guess i'll be a follower and update mine too. life sucks lately, i miss my dog so much. i hate how i have so much on my mind, but when it comes down to it, i can't write it down ugh. honestly though, I COULD write so much down right now its just... writer's block i guess, but i bet as soon as i turn off my computer i'm gonna remember what i wanted to say.

oh, and i miss my dog, rockie, a lot. i hope he's okay.

since i have this temporary memory lapse, i asked zalo what i should write, he said to write about him and to write about the shirt. so here it goes:
zalo, 17? (i'm not sure), jefferson HS (the ghetto-est school in the district), canon xt, and a world renouned FAG4LIFE. Now onto the shirt... okay so he got his hands on this adorable imaginary zebra shirt, one for him, one for a special girl/boy. he said he didn't know what he was going to do with it, and i convinced him to give it to me, wahooo. SCORE! anyways, thanks i guess.

i have to take a shower.. i feel disgusting and filthy. and tiffany said i was a conceited bitch and that she loves me, so i guess i'm a conceited bitch thats loved by tiffany. i mean i couldn't possibly be that conceited right? HAHA, don't answer that, please don't answer that.

alright bye.

blehhh

I find it a big hassle posting here daily. So i decided not to. I'll just post whenever i'm bored to death in the vicinity of a computer. Right now my family and their guests are over playing with cards.. and being hella loud. Shooot me already, please? Okay nothing else to say bye.

What is wrong with me?!

My priorities in life are fucked up. If you would ask me what was #1 in my life so far, i'd probably say volleyball, actually i know i'd say volleyball. I've been stressed lately because the only thing i'm commited to is volleyball, so i'm not sleeping whatsoever, the only thing i'm not lazy to do is playing volleyball, to go conditioning FOR volleyball, my room's a mess, my mom's been pissing me off, and there just is a shit load of things on my shoulder that needs to gtfo asap. I've been finding it impossible to be calm lately. I'm always anticipating and i'm always procrastinating. I sit down, and there's a billion things running through my head. I lay down, and there's a trillioin things running through my head.