blehhh

I find it a big hassle posting here daily. So i decided not to. I'll just post whenever i'm bored to death in the vicinity of a computer. Right now my family and their guests are over playing with cards.. and being hella loud. Shooot me already, please? Okay nothing else to say bye.

What is wrong with me?!

My priorities in life are fucked up. If you would ask me what was #1 in my life so far, i'd probably say volleyball, actually i know i'd say volleyball. I've been stressed lately because the only thing i'm commited to is volleyball, so i'm not sleeping whatsoever, the only thing i'm not lazy to do is playing volleyball, to go conditioning FOR volleyball, my room's a mess, my mom's been pissing me off, and there just is a shit load of things on my shoulder that needs to gtfo asap. I've been finding it impossible to be calm lately. I'm always anticipating and i'm always procrastinating. I sit down, and there's a billion things running through my head. I lay down, and there's a trillioin things running through my head.

Convinced

So i was convinced to make a blogspot, even though i already have a livejournal in which i don't ever use.

Well where to start off, we had a weak ass winter ball yesterday. Why would they have it in such an open and bright area, way to go Westmoor. $60 down the drain. At least we had free drinks i guess. It was also nice seeing everyone all dressed up and gliterry. Even though some people realllly over did the whole eye makeup thing. AND i was sooo disappointed that some people i was really looking forward to see, didn't go. I stoood up for 4 hours in heels. Brutal.